Talk about time slipping away...maybe my last title should have been the title for this.
This year has passed by so fast. I think with so many changes I was not expecting it and it had me not feeling so courageous to write ANYTHING.
I have to admit that maybe I have been lost along my travels. I am struggling with the fact I want to live up to my free spirit desires but then growing into an adult is a learning process in itself.
My cousin wrote me today saying "I understand...but we only have one life to live." How pathetic am I? I havent lived everyday to its fullest. I try...and I want it so bad...but to conquer it is another story in itself...
Whats next...? I'm turning 27 in one month. It is a scary thought...and to think there are so many people getting married and having children. I am not there yet...unfortunately or fotunately?
Sometimes I wonder if God plants us to meet people along our path and theres a reason we are never to know. I'm dying to know practically. Because I have met some amazing people...as they move away; it saddens me. I was given a small chance to see them two to three times...and I dindt take it for granted...but I wonder if they will greet me in heaven one day. Because when someone makes an impact on my life...I want to embrace it...create a friendship...and grow.
Someone once told me they like to plant seeds and watch them grow. I said after that statement that it was like the sunshine...they were the sunshine. And its true. But with sunshine comes the rain...who wants to be the rain...really?...
I've been enchanted to meet wonderful people...and I'd like to keep it that way for awhile.
